Heavy Rain, Tiring Work Day.

Couldn’t sleep very well during last night. Keep waking up every few hours. Ends up not having much energy to start the morning work.

The Journey to work is rather smooth. Love the cooling weather today. Though SY and Ashok has been extremely fatigued. I can’t believe SY slept from 2pm+ yesterday till this morning 8am, he is still tired! Amazing o.o

Anyways, today Kathy(representing Betty) asked Ashok to sign a contract. Lol. Weird… Somehow I suspect it is because of SY asking for ending work this week during monday. Ashok read the contract very seriously of course.

During lunch time, Both SY and Ashok want to sleep more, thus they went to eat mac at the small branch under the clinic. But I wanted to eat at the hawkers nearby. End up I ate Nasi Pataya faster then their mac lol. Weird…

The rest of the day was rather smooth. Had a nice chat with Doris. Then work ends… SY and Ashok were listening to their music on the way home… I felt kind of lonely lol. But its okay. God is with me =D

Anyways, on my way home, I was getting late for quiet time(6.10pm for me usually). But I got on CCK LRT at 6.08pm. So I decided to read the Bible on the train first instead. On the way, I met this lovely secondary school couple(unsure if they are siblings or lovers), I accidentally knocked onto the girl with my arm. I apologised and they accepted it. The really weird thing is that. A moment later, the guy asked me. “Is that a dictionary?” lol. I replied, “Erm.. No its actually a Bible… I got late for my quiet time.” We sort of have a short conversation. They mistook me as someone from secondary school Lol…

Anyway, I did talk to them about somethings about Quiet time(very little)… But when the alight at BP station, they bid me goodbye and I asked them to take care. Its really uncommon, but it feels great to even talk polite with people in public. Its really nice.

I spend another quiet time at the LRT station’s staircase again =p A little noisy but still I learned a lot from God and his words. Thanks God.

When I reach home, mom cooked Tom Yam soup.

That big pot of soup lol.

Wasn’t too bad I suppose. Overall was alright. The night I just spend a it on the computer. I know God will make tomorrow even better =)

Workday, Discipleship, Somehow Rather Happyday

This morning didn’t sleep very well. Raining Night, should be able to sleep well, but don’t know why, I kept waking up in the middle of the night. Feeling a little tired during work.

Morning, I went to SAS and thought I found out my year 2 module, ends up Eddie(he called me during the middle of work today later) and his classmates got the same modules. So I am not too sure if I got it or not yet… ._.

But SY, due to lack of sleep, fell sick for the 2nd time. I keep asking him to go home instead, he refused at first, but then he still visited the doctor instead and stayed till lunch time and had lunch with us before returning home.

We had wanton noodle for lunch, waited for 35mins, though they say it was famous, but I find it rather average though. I forgot to say grace because waited too long! ._.

During the later part of work. I had a talk with Ashok but still we kept silent most of the time. But I did manage to have a chat with him though and I told him the truth about how I felt towards him(his attitude and habits etc…)

After work, I had a discipleship session with Jiehao. As usual, he taught me a lot. Today we learn about loving our brothers and loving other people that God love. How to love others. Why love others. I really learned a lot.

I manage to confess to Jiehao on how I feel about inviting Ashok to the Church. But after confession, I am even sure that part of myself was right. I should even more welcome Ashok to the Church.

Good =D and bad D= news btw. Good news is that, Jiehao’s duty got postponed to next week =D Which means this weekend we get to see him in church! But the bad news is that next week he will be on duty D= I hope he don’t over tire himself.

After the meet up, I went back home to have dinner. Its been sometimes… okay maybe just a few days I’ve ate my mom’s cooking! Nobody was at home yet when I return. After shower, I started eating and my family return home. My mom bought durian! Cost $50! But around 3-4 boxes.

Sorry for the bad quality haha. (its been a while since I use to phone camera)

Anyways, the durian was rather nice.

Oh! I manage to finish watching most part of Final Destination 3. Wasn’t as bloody/gore/violent as I imagine. Was alright I suppose. 3.5-4/5 star?

Talked to Enkai in msn for a while. He told me that not most people went for the cell group outing (I can’t go because of work D:) He said that the rain was on and off, rather irritating. Had a nice chat with him in msn though :]

Called Jiehao on the phone again to thank him.

Then more msn… a little game here and there nothing much already.

I know that God definitely will have a good day planned for us tomorrow =p

An unusual work day…

Today had been a mix of good and bad.

I shaved my mustache this morning lol. Still not used to shaving lol.

On my work today, as usual reading the Bible while on the way to work. The Trains stopped for me just as I’m about to change tracks. Cool lol.

During work, at I have been really enthusiastic to write those files. Lol… But the thing is, I kept getting paper/file cuts, 4 to 5 of them lol. It still stings now.

Its been raining for the rest of the day since after lunch.

Today we did quite fast till Sheng Yuan called Betty about informing her that he wants to quit after this week’s work. Which we promised to work for 1 month, we started working together since 13 feb, so we should be able to quit by the end of this week. But she spoke with sy and manage to talked him to work for another week lol.

Sy have been waiting for this day, but he feels rather guilty for ditching work. I feel somehow sad for him.

I’m also worried that Betty won’t allow me to quit during the 28th March. >.<

Anyways, on my way home, I found out that I forgot to place back my Marker Pen and brought it home.

Manage to take this Ghostly shot Lol. Looks kinda cool. xD

Anyways, I tried doing my quiet time today at the stairs of Petir LRT station. A change of environment. Though a little bit noisy, but its still alright. Hope to talk to God more and try to find the “Secret Place”. I know that tomorrow will be better, for God made me realise while my walk home from the LRT station. He made me realise that, “After all that rain, there can be nothing else but the sun.” =D Thank you Lord.

I really hope that God will teach me bit by bit everyday…

During night, I helped my sister did some shopping while buy dinner.

Then I tried to watch Final Destination 3, Took a while to load… yet to watch finish yet…

Edit :I don’t think I will ever finish that movie lol.

Anyways, Weixiong gave me a call and we discussed about somethings in the Bible. I really learn a lot from him and I hope to learn more. =] He is really a very sensible brother ^^

We ended the conversation with a prayer and I think his phone’s battery died off after the prayer. =]

I hope that tomorrow he will enjoy himself in the outing.

Weird Sunday

This morning wake up qute early. 11.45++ Dunno Why. But quite aching from Vicky’s Games yesterday Lol~

Finally for a long time. I manage to talk to my Dad. Its been a while since we talked. He sort of praised me about my 3A 2Dist 2B result. I’m really happy that he is happy about it loh. He Hardly says things like it. Though he think that if the 2B becomes A will be even better(If its the past, I will treat is as he thinks that I am still not good enough.) I’m really happy though.

Dunno why… Suddenly Got the Courage to put some of my ugly photo online today lol. Sha Laughing like mad. Haha.

Nothing Special for the day loh.

Ate Subways for Brunch Today haha. The Bag Looks like a TrashBag Combine with Recycle Bag Lol. So Weird.

When I buy lunch hor, Its still very sunny leh. But The moment I reach home and start to eat. It started to downpour. Must be God Protecting me =]

Nothing Much. Loh. Made a blog today. then the blog banner.

Overall is a lovely Day I suppose =]

Today quite confused… because I have been thinking about the issue on Christianity and sexual urges loh. Dunno what to believe ._.

Edit : Really very embarrassing topic. But I still called Jiehao to consult him. Eventhough its very awkward. But still. Its more valuable to get the right answer. So I picked up the courage to ask.

What he taught me was right though. Masturbation’s motive its just to give ourselves pleasure. Which goes back to lust. Which is sinful. Giving ourselves reasons like to relief our sexual urges to stop ourselves from other sins like(rape and unlawful sex) is just lying to ourselves even more…

Also, Feeling guilty and truly wanting to repent ourselves is different. I really learn a lot from him today. Eventhough its really awkward. But I really learned a lot today.

Oh~ New blog here

Woot?!!!… That Yux Guy Actually made a blog o.o!

*Shocked*

Gasp… its a miracle lol…

Haha. First time make a blog about myself so a bit weird haha. Usually make blog for posting some boring stories etc etc. Nothing Much. Hopefully this will become a daily thing bah. Hopefully its not just a 3 minute thing. Lol…

Haha…

As for the blog title, its called My name is not difficult! =p so yeah…

Actually I wanted to put “Difficult Name Difficult Times” Haha. But My Life recently not too difficult also haha. Hopefully it won’t be difficult for the rest of my life bah.

Anyways…

Just want to change a new life or something like that loh haha…